A reminder to maself

Shawny
errrrr
i jus care if u appreciate the things i give...
n the main thing is tat if u appreciate me o not
Hahhahahaha

12:55pmKen
yes.. i get it..
12:55pmShawny
ok
12:56pmKen
i mean i'm so happy with the gift!
12:56pmShawny
oooo
if u happy den good laaa
i jus wan u to b happy
n let u feel tat there's some1 tat really care bout u
12:57pmKen
yes... very care ...
12:57pmShawny
hmmm
12:57pmKen
make me dono how to react
12:57pmShawny
but lik u said.. u 'bu guan'
>_<
y bu guan ler??
no1 treat u lik tis b4 meh?
= =
12:58pmKen
never.
looks like i'm a kid ...
12:58pmShawny
huh
tis is diff frm kid laa
= =
u not ma son
12:58pmKen
i knw
i feel like i am a kid
12:59pmShawny
u don lik tat?
12:59pmKen
>: |
not u treat me like a kid
for e.g.
12:59pmShawny
uh huh
12:59pmKen
u liek ppl care u like tht?
12:59pmShawny
i like
12:59pmKen
good then
12:59pmShawny
u don lik ppl care u lik tat?
1:00pmKen
too over
1:00pmShawny
hmmm
means u don lik

1:00pmKen
means i like little portions only
1:01pmShawny
hmmm....
im jus showing tat i care bout u
n u are ma bf
tot u'll b happy of tat..
nv noe tat u don really lik tat
1:02pmKen
scary oo.. u over doses...
XD
1:02pmShawny
hmm...
1:02pmKen
i know u are caring me
1:03pmShawny
so... i scare u?
1:03pmKen
not scare me
just uncomfortable
1:03pmShawny
uncomfortable as in how?
1:04pmKen
不自然
feel weird~
like eg.
yesterday jus slip ...
1:04pmShawny
mayb u nv got ppl treat u lik tat..
1:04pmKen
u care me like 残废哦~
ttyl
brb!
1:05pmShawny
cz i care maa... if other ppl i don even bother
o

Things in ma mind..

Please make me feel important!!!
I'm you bf!! i'm not a stranger to you!!!
Please at least show your appreciation of having me but not just having me for the sake of getting a so called 'bf'
Please be ready if you into a relationship!
and be serious! I'm not an ordinary person to u!!
At least make me feel that you are proud to have me!!

Cambodiana once again...

Once again.. I'll be leaving to Cambodia for 2 weeks...
FYI, i'm gonna work but not for holiday...
again.. im afraid tat i might need to extend to an unknown period of stayin there..

想爱...想爱...

Counting down...

4 MORE DAYS!!!!

Ma dearest bao bei ne gonna come bck in 4 days time...
after a year of waiting..
we are all getting mature..
n v had been through a lot within tis year..
im glad that that i have ne throughout the whole year...
for wat we'd been through... would certainly bring up the level of appreciation on each other..
thx... n im lookin forward to c u!! :)

10月22日

10月22日﹝天王星‧愚者﹞
代表人物：凱薩琳丹妮芙
好奇心重，喜歡不斷創新；
具有獨特的魅力，能吸引別人注意；
禁不住誘惑，喜歡冒 險 和尋求刺激。
優點是果敢，勇往直前，企圖心強，充滿靈感和創意。
缺點是容易衝動，不按牌理出牌，容易被欺騙。



saw this in ma fren's post...
but it was a good 1.. :(
愚者!!! T___T
容易被欺騙!!! T___T

passion vs current job

me : i hate ma days now as i cant do things that i like..
fren : you will eventually get used to it.. sooner o later.. u wont have energy to do it anymore..
me : never.. i'll nv lose passion in wat i like.. perhaps.. it gonna make me even hate ma job now..